Spring, Spring, Spring!

I just spent three miserable days sick with a bug. Yuck. I am finally better and spent time outside with Bella, my horse. Yes it is after twilight. But granddaughters named her so what can I say. Her long name Bella Diamond. Really crazy but that is a four year old for you.
Anyway I spent time in the sun. It was wonderful especially after being in bed. I can't wait to plant something green. I have so many seeds I want to use this year. We will see. It is nice to be home. I spend the week in Spring City then come home on the weekends if I have gas money or the weather isn't bad or or or.. ANy way. No one will see this so it doesn't matter but I had fun writing it.

A renewal of me

I feel like a kid again. I can't begin to tell you how much fun I am having at school. They had an 80's dance of Fri and I wanted to go. I love dancing. But it didn't work out. My art classes are spectacular. I will post pictures of my art work when I get around to it. This has been really great and of course Fred is very supportive and a rock.

school and a renewal of life

School has been a renewal of life for me. I raised my children at a young age. Now is my time to shine. I look forward to the days with a smile. This week attending my Spanish, 3-, Drawing 1 and printmaking were a dream. I had so much fun. It was especially nice to have the undivided attention of my husband in the car for one hour to and from school. Yeah for me.

Belief

Sometimes the hardest thing is belief in oneself. Why is it that the things we love to do, are the things we are afraid to accomplish. Maybe, I'm not good enough. What I do isn't good enough. Maybe others won't like what I have done? The funny thing is, no one knows and no one cares what I think sometimes. That is the kicker. People are so busy with their lives that they don't know what other people think of feel. Isn't that funny. I think so.

Up before the sun

I have been getting up before the sun for a while now. It has been interesting the things I get done before that ball of fire arrives. I have written lots of stories an poems of course no one reads them but oh ho, I have a good time. That is all that matter's I guess. I still haven't figured out how a man's mind works. If anyone read my blog then maybe they could let me know what they think but it will remain the mysterious mystery of all time. At least to me anyway. Marci

Abd Er-Rahman III of Spain:

I have now reigned about 50 years in victory or peace, beloved by my subjects, dreaded by my enemies, and respected by my allies. Riches and honors, power and pleasure, have waited on my call, nor does any earthly blessing appear to have been wanting to my felicity. In this situation, I have diligently numbered the days of pure and genuine happiness which have fallen to my lot. They amount to fourteen. (960 C.E.)

Albert Camus:

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of. You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life.

Hey, I have discovered classmates.com. It has been a fun discovery for me. I have got onto a writing group, arts and crafts, geneology, and have discovered friends I never knew I had when I got onto my class website. It has been an awesome inspiring time for me and for Fred even. We met a guy that was from his graduating class and he came over and Fred and he reminiced even though he was a football player and Fred was a quiet shy, kind of a guy. It was very fun and enllightening time for me as I watched Fred light up. He has the cutest dimples you know. IT was fun.